Puisi Iblis untuk Tuhan

Jangan bayangkan bahwa cinta telah membukakan kedua matamu. 

Tidak! Ia justru menyaput mereka samapi kau meraba-raba sendiri dalam kegelapan seperti orang bodoh. 

Tapi . .itu memang merupakan bukti  dari kekuatan cinta. Yang terkadang tampak membebaskanmu,

 walaupun sebenarnya bagai rantai yang melilit dan menyeret.

Dan terkadang tampaknya cinta juga membuka matamu,

walau sesungguhnya kau benar-benar telah di butakan.

Atas nama cinta,aku rela berbuat kurang ajar.setetes air adalah lautan.Nyala pelita adalah api neraka jahanam. Cinta ini,biar sedikit adalah anggur yang manis,lebih dari itu menjadi racun. 

Berapa lama sudah ku muntahkan murka dan kesedihanku demi cintaku pada-Nya. 

Ini cinta.bukan kesenangan ataupun ketenangan.

Cintaku tak memandang apakah Dia mengingat atau melupakanku,memberi pahala atau tidak,

jika sesungguhnya aku ini di berkahi dan bukan di kutuk,

bagaimana kau bisa memastikan kesungguhan cintaku?yang lain mencintai-Nya dan di berkahi begitu saja. Sementara cintaku malah di kutuk.

tapi aku tak akan mundur dari cintaku,dengan demikian kau sadar nilai diriku yang sesungguhnya.

di kutip dari buku: "Madness of God"

Hal :103

Life is journey

   Life is changing and fast because there is more time to pursue and continue to pursue age. And death is certainly not backward not forward presence remains at the time of death.
When the soul leaving the body that may be flying feels melancholy and pain, it is only possible because of me and you do not see the incident.
When life is boring, that's all, and proceeded in a monotone
With the sleep-wake cycle-course meal, then sleep again and spend the money that is not useful.
Sometimes I want to explore the world with life in the world of travel such as Doraemon.
In the actual fact is a trial, we need to face the challenges with inner strength, wise attitude and sincerity in that nature in this life that is full of devotion to God almighty people eat more perfect all-merciful. almighty Allah who created the sacred earth and sky and everything in it, and Allah almighty knows all the secrets of a person.   Sometimes I always ask my mother's about death at the time we drink tea or just babbling here and there.
I asked: "Mom how our lives if we are dead?"
My mother answered : " it's a secret God almighty, it's up to Allah, which is clear in this world we must continue to try to do my best, accept the destiny and its provisions and wise in stepping in to act"
May God confers extreme powers on those who seek self-identity and trying to find a God in his life and gives a bright light for an answer and the way God member in each direction for our lives.

betrayal

      Friends are the wings of happiness and disappointment wings when we try to love them with all my heart, consider them part of our family in the end lead to deep disappointment when we need them but they're with others.
When referring to the disappointment white heart, when the betrayal has been started with small things and then spread to the recesses of your heart and make the hurt.There is a story of bitter and sweet on the friendship that led to the betrayal that he gave to us, when they need us they were dating and when they have fun with each other, they seem to forget the friendship that we intertwine over the years.Treason that ever had was when they seize happiness, this beautiful life with an unexpected act, Oh god I can not forget the incident when we were at loggerheads because there is no understanding between us.A tragic story because a friend also had the experience my brother because of profound betrayal that made him do that made him lose control in the prison caused by rogue friends . While we are a lot of their money back and forth looking for us.At one point we give in even one of them o the accident no one is helping you. How your feelings when faced with the problem. they run away and let go of your hand. and very tragically life.When the family had to intervene in this matter, and when a friend ran away as if it was not the problem.Sad to life, which is about the bitter and the sweet life, basically we are on their own and destined to find a way to own anyway,God give us strength to face this endless problems.Silence is one of the right attitude, but we have to move a shortcut that will involve God in this matter so as not to be a burden that is not so much for us.May God bless and keep you in the arms of love that has always been its power.